So I was totally crying about how lonely I have been the past year, not dating one lady the entire time.
Does this mean that my dating years are done, or is it just that I need a nice break plus am keeping myself alone on purpose? I’m only 53 years old, so in the sizable plot of things I should still be in the dating pool.
I’m okay with being on my own for a little bit, but I don’t want to be just like my 67 year old aunt who has just given up on dating altogether. She is a Heating, Ventilation plus A/C machine tech plus basically just works on actual ducts during the afternoon plus then goes back to her residence in the night to babysit her niece. I don’t want to become jaded in such a way because living alone the rest of my life just doesn’t feel right. I meet some women at the heating contractor shop where I work, but I mainly spend most of my time in the back of the place working on heating plus cooling machines plus programming wireless temperature controls for purchasers. I am not going to meet anyone special if I don’t change my attitude, so some heavy inner self labor is in order for the next several weeks. Anyways, this month I am heating plus cooling my knees because I am having some serious pain in both of them from 40 years of playing beach volleyball. I am going to have to quit the athletic interest I enjoy so much though because I have basically destroyed all of the cartilage in both knees at this point.