Lately I had been feeling bad about myself.
I was kneeling in bed next to my partner as well as fantasizing about the Heating & A/C contractor.
I felt love I was cheating on him, but there wasn’t a real person there. I considered talking to my partner about how I was feeling, despite the fact that I didn’t want to hurt his feelings. I appreciated him to death, but there was something about the Heating & A/C contractor that caught my attention as well as I could not break the bond. Three afternoons later, the Heating & A/C contractor came back to the cabin to install the part he had ordered for the air conditioner unit. My partner was lake house that day, as well as I tried to act as normal as possible when he was talking to the Heating & A/C contractor. I could not even sit to stay outside as well as see Bill talking to that man. I was jealous that he was the one who got to talk to the Heating & A/C contractor as well as I didn’t. After the Heating & A/C contractor left, Bill came into the cabin as well as sat down. He asked if I knew the guy had a crush on me? I could genuinely say I had no clue. He told myself and others the Heating & A/C contractor said he was going to ask myself and others out when he came back. Although I was smiling on the outside, my insides were shaking. Had Bill not been there, I don’t suppose if I wouldn’t have considered going out on that date. I don’t suppose how Bill knew what I was thinking, but he told myself and others it’s normal to fantasize about other people even if you are in a committed relationship. I realized how much I appreciated that man.