Lately I had been feeling exhausting about myself.
I was laying in bed next to our partner & fantasizing about the Heating, Ventilation & A/C professional.
I felt love I was cheating on him, but there wasn’t a real person there. I considered talking to our partner about how I was feeling, but I did not want to hurt his feelings. I loved him to death, but there was something about the Heating, Ventilation & A/C professional that caught our attention & I couldn’t cut the bond. Three days later, the Heating, Ventilation & A/C professional came back to the apartment to install the part he had ordered for the a/c unit. My partner was beach apartment that day, & I tried to act as normal as possible when he was talking to the Heating, Ventilation & A/C professional. I couldn’t even stand to stay outside & see Bill talking to that man. I was jealous that he was the 1 who got to talk to the Heating, Ventilation & A/C professional & I didn’t. After the Heating, Ventilation & A/C professional left, Bill came into the apartment & sat down. He asked if I knew the guy had a crush on me? I could genuinely say I had no clue. He told me the Heating, Ventilation & A/C professional said he was going to ask me out when he came back. Although I was smiling on the outside, our insides were shaking. Had Bill not been there, I do not believe if I wouldn’t have considered going out on that date. I do not believe how Bill knew what I was thinking, even though he told me it’s normal to fantasize about other people even if you are in a committed relationship. I realized how much I loved that man.