Lately I had been feeling bad about myself.
I was sitting in bed next to my partner and fantasizing about the Heating, Ventilation, and A/C specialist.
I felt like I was cheating on him, but there wasn’t a real lady there. I considered talking to my partner about how I was feeling, however I didn’t want to hurt her feelings. I loved him to death, but there was something about the Heating, Ventilation, and A/C specialist that caught my attention and I could not chop the bond. Three afternoons later, the Heating, Ventilation, and A/C specialist came back to the new home to install the section she had ordered for the a/c unit. My partner was new home that afternoon, and I tried to act as normal as possible when she was talking to the Heating, Ventilation, and A/C specialist. I could not even sit to stay outside and see Bill talking to that lady I was jealous that she was the 1 who got to talk to the Heating, Ventilation, and A/C specialist and I didn’t. After the Heating, Ventilation, and A/C specialist left, Bill came into the new home and sat down. She asked if I knew the girl had a crush on me? I could truthfully say I had no clue. She told me the Heating, Ventilation, and A/C specialist said she was going to ask me out when she came back. Although I was smiling on the outside, my insides were shaking. Had Bill not been there, I don’t know if I would not have considered going out on that date. I don’t know how Bill knew what I was thinking, however she told me it’s normal to fantasize about other people even if you are in a committed relationship. I realized how much I loved that man.