Lately I had been feeling terrible about myself.
I was kneeling in bed next to my partner as well as fantasizing about the Heating, Ventilation as well as A/C serviceman. I felt like I was cheating on him, but there wasn’t a real guy there. I considered talking to my partner about how I was feeling, but I didn’t want to hurt his feelings. I enjoyed him to death, but there was something about the Heating, Ventilation as well as A/C serviceman that caught my attention as well as I couldn’t chop the bond. Three afternoons later, the Heating, Ventilation as well as A/C serviceman came back to the house to install the area he had ordered for the a/c unit. My partner was beach house that day, as well as I tried to act as normal as possible when he was talking to the Heating, Ventilation as well as A/C serviceman. I couldn’t even rest to stay outside as well as see Bill talking to that man. I was jealous that he was the 1 who got to talk to the Heating, Ventilation as well as A/C serviceman as well as I didn’t. After the Heating, Ventilation as well as A/C serviceman left, Bill came into the house as well as sat down. He asked if I knew the guy had a crush on me? I could genuinely say I had no clue. He told myself and others the Heating, Ventilation as well as A/C serviceman said he was going to ask myself and others out when he came back. Although I was smiling on the outside, my insides were shaking. Had Bill not been there, I do not guess if I would not have considered going out on that date. I do not guess how Bill knew what I was thinking, but he told myself and others it’s normal to fantasize about other people even if you are in a committed relationship. I realized how much I enjoyed that man.