I don’t want to call it an exhausting night of sleep because I have had much worse mornings to be perfectly honest.
- This was kind of a normal night of not sleeping so well, as I woke up at approximately 3am and couldn’t fall back asleep… My heart speaks the loudest in the center of the night and it was telling me what needs to change in my life.
Some of my good friends seem to be living such a cool life, yet I basically feel like I am not doing all that I should be doing. I am fantastic at fixing my cooling equipment in my house, among other things. But I totally feel like I should be traveling more and being more assertive with people I encounter. My Heating, Ventilation, and A/C equipment rep friend told me that I should be out dating women instead of living similar to a monk like I have been the past year or so. I just essentially feel like I need time to mend my heart after my last breakup and that time alone is pretty wonderful for me. It seems like all the guys talk about at the heating and cooling company is how many women they are dating on a regular basis. I have no stories to tell them except for the latest book I am checking out, which is pretty anxious for someone who is in the prime of their life don’t you think? I mainly just work on heat pumps and smart temperature control units while in the day and go home to be alone again for the night. Maybe I should get on a dating site, but that just sounds like a stressful situation.