I don’t really have the wish to call it an awful night of sleep because I have had much worse nights.
This was basically kind of a normal night of not sleeping so well, as I woke up at approximately 3am and couldn’t fall back asleep.
Honestly, my heart speaks the loudest in the middle of the night and it was telling me what needs to change in my life. Some of my good pals seem to be residing such a cool life, yet I guess I am not doing all that I should be doing. I am enjoyable at fixing my cooling machine in my residence, among other things. But I feel I should be traveling more and being more assertive with people. My Heating and A/C rep buddy told me that I should be out dating women instead of residing something like a monk as I have been the past year or so. I just guess I need time to mend my heart after my last breakup and that time alone is perfect enough for me. It seems essentially like all the guys talk about at the heating and cooling company is the amount of women they are dating. I have no stories to tell them except for the latest book I am studying, pretty uneasy for someone who is in the prime of their life! I mainly just work on heat pumps and smart control units during the day and go back to my residence to be alone again at night. Maybe I should get on a dating site, however that sounds like so much work.