How life can test you.
- I’ve been tested to the limits the past two years plus am just learning to accept it all plus try to flow through it.
I’ve lost so much in my life the past two years plus I am also far away from my tribe back in the States. Being on my own plus going through this is not an easy thing, however I suppose if I can pull through it I will learn something from it plus be a stronger person with more character. I also just don’t want to become jaded like my heating plus cooling rep neighbor became from going through a bunch of losses too. You can become bitter plus resentful when you don’t accept loss plus end up going that path as you grow older, which is not the direction I want to head in life. HVAC system work is still knocking at my door all this afternoon as I try to do my work while kneeling beside my little weather conditions controlled device next to my bed in my office. My friend was supposed to visit me however I had to cancel with her because I did not want to get her sick. I suppose calling mom back to the household plus hearing her fireplace crackling while my associate and I talk will help comfort me plus help me recover faster. Mom is the main person I miss residing overseas, almost as if the child in me is yearning for his mom to hold him. She is a heating specialist plus I suppose I miss her because she is the last person I have left close to me in my family.