Sad about being alone for so long

So I was basically crying about how lonely I have been the past year, not dating one woman the entire time.

Does this mean that my dating years are over, or is it just that I need a certain break and am keeping myself alone on purpose? I’m only 55 years old, so in the sizable scheme of things I should still be in the dating pool.

I’m just fine with being alone for a little bit, although I don’t want to be a 67 year old who has just given up entirely on dating ever again. My aunt is a Heating and A/C tech and basically just works on ductwork while my friend and I were in the day and then goes home in the evening to babysit her niece. I don’t want to become jaded the way she is because living alone the rest of my life just doesn’t sit well with me. I met some ladies at the heating supplier shop where I work, although I mainly spend most of my time in the back of the locale working on heating and cooling devices and programming wireless temperature control units for clients. I am not going to meet anyone if I don’t change my attitude, so some heavy inner self labor is in order for the next few weeks. Anyways, today I am heating and cooling my knees because I am experiencing some pain in both of them from 40 years of playing beach volleyball. I am basically going to have to quit the sport I appreciate though because I have basically killed all of the cartilage in both knees at this point.

 

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Today i will work on my hot water boiler

So I was crying about how lonely I have been the past year, not dating one woman the entire time.

Does this mean that my dating years are over, or is it just that I need a break and am keeping myself alone on purpose? I’m only 55 years old, so in the big scheme of things I should still be in the dating pool.

I’m okay with being alone for a little bit, but I don’t want to be like my 67 year old aunt who has just given up entirely on dating ever again. She is an HVAC tech and basically just works on ductwork during the day and then goes home in the evening to babysit her niece. I don’t want to become jaded like she is because living alone the rest of my life just doesn’t sit well with me. I meet some women at the heating supplier shop where I work, but I mainly spend most of my time in the back of the place working on heating and cooling devices and programming wifi thermostats for customers. I am not going to meet anyone if I don’t change my attitude, so some heavy inner self work is in order for the next several months. Anyways, today I am heating and cooling my knees because I am having some pain in both of them from 40 years of playing beach volleyball. I am going to have to quit the sport I love though because I have pretty much killed all of the cartilage in both knees at this point.

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My night was kind of rough without proper heating

I don’t really have the wish to call it an awful night of sleep because I have had much worse nights.

This was basically kind of a normal night of not sleeping so well, as I woke up at approximately 3am and couldn’t fall back asleep.

Honestly, my heart speaks the loudest in the middle of the night and it was telling me what needs to change in my life. Some of my good pals seem to be residing such a cool life, yet I guess I am not doing all that I should be doing. I am enjoyable at fixing my cooling machine in my residence, among other things. But I feel I should be traveling more and being more assertive with people. My Heating and A/C rep buddy told me that I should be out dating women instead of residing something like a monk as I have been the past year or so. I just guess I need time to mend my heart after my last breakup and that time alone is perfect enough for me. It seems essentially like all the guys talk about at the heating and cooling company is the amount of women they are dating. I have no stories to tell them except for the latest book I am studying, pretty uneasy for someone who is in the prime of their life! I mainly just work on heat pumps and smart control units during the day and go back to my residence to be alone again at night. Maybe I should get on a dating site, however that sounds like so much work.

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I was up for a good amount of time in the night

I don’t want to call it an exhausting night of sleep because I have had much worse mornings to be perfectly honest.

  • This was kind of a normal night of not sleeping so well, as I woke up at approximately 3am and couldn’t fall back asleep… My heart speaks the loudest in the center of the night and it was telling me what needs to change in my life.

Some of my good friends seem to be living such a cool life, yet I basically feel like I am not doing all that I should be doing. I am fantastic at fixing my cooling equipment in my house, among other things. But I totally feel like I should be traveling more and being more assertive with people I encounter. My Heating, Ventilation, and A/C equipment rep friend told me that I should be out dating women instead of living similar to a monk like I have been the past year or so. I just essentially feel like I need time to mend my heart after my last breakup and that time alone is pretty wonderful for me. It seems like all the guys talk about at the heating and cooling company is how many women they are dating on a regular basis. I have no stories to tell them except for the latest book I am checking out, which is pretty anxious for someone who is in the prime of their life don’t you think? I mainly just work on heat pumps and smart temperature control units while in the day and go home to be alone again for the night. Maybe I should get on a dating site, but that just sounds like a stressful situation.

heating and air conditioning system

Had a tough time sleeping through the night

I don’t have the desire to call it a bad night of sleep because I have had much worse times for certain.

This was entirely kind of a normal night of not sleeping so well, as I woke up at roughly 3am in addition to couldn’t fall back asleep.

My heart tends to speak the loudest in the middle of the night in addition to it was telling me what needs to change in my life. Some of my pals seem to be living such a great life, yet I feel like I am not doing all that I should be doing. I am fantastic at fixing my cooling appliance in my house, among other things. But I feel like I should be traveling more in addition to being more assertive with people I come across. My Heating in addition to Air Conditioning appliance rep acquaintance told me that I should be out dating boys instead of living like a monk like I have been for all this time. I just feel like I need time to mend my heart after my last breakup in addition to that time alone is perfectly fine for me. It seems like all the guys at the heating in addition to cooling company talk about the amount of people they are dating. I have no stories at all to tell them except for the latest book I am studying. I was pretty concerned for someone who is in the prime of their life don’t you think? I mainly just work on heat pumps in addition to smart thermostats during the afternoon in addition to go back to my dwelling to be alone again at night. Maybe I should get on a dating site, however that just sounds stressful.

 

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